Monday, April 30, 2018

Gratitude 2018 Day 120

Attitude of Gratitude - Day 120
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I am grateful that one year ago today I learned about heart break. It was one year ago today that one of the best things in my life was gone. I fell hard and when it was over it hurt. In the year since this has happened I have come to learn a few things about events that happened behind my back. I hate being lied to. I hate being told things that later I find to be lies and end up finding out the truth. I thought he loved me as much as I loved him. I guess I was wrong.

I still to this day love him as much as I did back then. That is never going to change. It is hard to stop loving someone when you have fallen so in love with them. It takes a long time to get over someone that you have fallen in love so hard for. It is also hard to get over the heart break that you feel when you are hurt so deeply by someone that you thought loved you as much as you loved them.

It has been hard to forget the hurt. It is hard to say that I am ready to move on and find love again. It will take time and one day I will be ready to move forward. It will take a long time to let my heart trust again.

There will always be that part of me that will always love him. I will cherish the memories of him dear. I will never forget him.

I thank him today for showing me what love really is and for showing me what heart break really is.



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